Wednesday, May 2, 2007

iCe / FisH .com GG

today is a very bad day for me...is a very very suckky day for me...
morning morining wake up to do asgmnt cos need to pass up 2moro and also another on friday...but 1 more things is more hurt + painfull = disapointed

This is how the story start...
last nite came back from tesco,i sat down infront of my pc...and open my files from my pendrive...but accidently i ter-open the so-call fenny photo from my pendrive,i was shock...how come i got her photo at my pendrive..after think back i realise is on monday i took her pendrive and formatted for her,from her pendrive i accidently ter-copy her photo to my pendrive...
This make me think back to her...then i make a decision to call her...but i dunno wanna ask her wat and the purpose to call her...but i still did it...
i call her and ask some stupid question bout the asgmnt, that i already know how to do..it's kinda dummy....we chat for about half and hour only then i hang up...after hang up i was thinking...do i likes her?then y i dunwan to tell her?
So i take back the phone and wanted to tell her about this, but unlucky my phone credit left rm1.81...so i decide to sms her...

fenny,actully i have been fall in love with u...since the 1st time i went in to class and the 1st view to u..i really likes the style u are and the type u are...i really likes u...i m serious and not joking......will u give me a chance to let me take care u???

this was the msg i sent to her after the phone call...but she never reply at the particular nite...i know that she was still awake but just dunwan to reply me...then i was just waiting and waiting and waiting...
untill this evening 4 pm she reply me...

uh i dun think i need ppl to take care of me la....
i dunno wheater she dun understand or purposely to 'buat bodoh' pretend doesn't understand the msg....

haiz....the mission failed...why would they ever bother to gave us some little,tiny chance to let us prove it we really likes them.....argh T_T...

14 comments:

Chr!s a.k.a mr Ooi said...

I told u once and i'll tell u again Bryan , stop felling sorry , stop feeling that u could hv done better ,

sometimes u jus hv to learn to let things go and move on with ur life

Dun let it haunt u 4 the rest of ur life

It's not worth it .....

K , i gotta do assignment d .....

Chow ....

Chr!s a.k.a mr Ooi said...
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Chr!s a.k.a mr Ooi said...

One more thing :

Hope ur plan to quit smoking will continue ..

Cheer up there are still lots of fishes in the sea ^^

B r y a N ` said...

haiz...haunt me for my rest of my life...i dunno wat to say d...and dunno how to reply ur comment...

Chr!s a.k.a mr Ooi said...

U dun hv to reply , jus learn to forgive n forget

dats good enuff ...

Mogg said...

zomg zomg zgom !!

same la we both kena !

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now need to learn how to forget them la. then only our life can be better. trust me, its not easy. but after u get rejected from 6 girls it gets easier.

but at least u know u told her. thats what that matters.

now u know the fact. so there will never be a "what if" moment.

those "what if" moments really sucks.

believe you me.

good work anyways.
:)

B r y a N ` said...

but the sukky part is...she never tell all the things that i wanna noe...just let me know half n dunwan let me noe half...

but the worst part is need to face her everyday at the class!

Sasi a.k.a Saz said...

people don't notice things tat you do to them- EVER - so get over it man. its for your own good.

Dan said...

words can only do so much. actions can do a bit more but still not enough. if you want, you can try sing and dance a love song for her la.

but if u malu also OK brother...you still young. You just seen about 1% of the girls u will see in your life. Many girls in this earth ball. Not to say you tarak gaya.

B r y a N ` said...

i m ugly >.< fat and useless!!

kilzac said...

she doesn't wanna tell u most of answers 'cos she doesn't wanna hurt u. certain answers u dunno is better; wat u dunno can't hurt u.. so they say la.

chance must be earned la.. not to be asked from her. if u've done so much to show her how much security u can give her as a bf..and she still tak mau, theres really nothing more u can do la.

u will feel tired one day, if u decide to go on like this.. maybe u haven't reached there yet..but u will..

Pongs said...

Repeating the same thing and expect different results is meaning for Insane.

I suggest you forgot about her and move on <3

B r y a N ` said...

yeah....try to do all the best i cant....and try to improve myself...but everyhings fukkap!

Chr!s a.k.a mr Ooi said...

Things jus dun wanna go ur way huh ?

Its sucks , it really sucks.

But not much u can do abt it rite ?

All u can do is go to bed early n hope dat tommorow will be better den today . :-(