Thursday, May 17, 2007

Latest News about her...

Today i never went to coll, cos cant wake up on time 8.30am class....
sigh...sure the math teach kisiao with me d...

so decide to go coll on 1.00 pm after my classmate finish his class and went for dinner...it was just a normal day and normal mood for me today...
the things change after i heard a news from my classmate...i dunno is a bad news for me or is a good news for me...but i am sad after i know that news...
the news was...she already become a guy girlfriend...the guy whose who i introduce to him...haih...

-mood...it is also the 1st time i watch movie and i dint laught...it was so weird, not like me...it was a sad day for me...but i wish all the best to 2of them...good luck and happy always..

Monday, May 7, 2007

Normal Day.."heart broken tittle"

Is a normal day for me...wake up in the morning and play Wow and got nothings else to do...kinda bored when no class...duno wanna do wat and dunno wat should i do...so gonna find some funky funky stuff from the website...Haha...click on some website then come out this kind of things
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A broken heart is a common metaphor used when a human being suffers an emotional or physical loss, to the extent that it begins to cause them physical or physiological pain. This condition is known as 'heartbreak'.

Human beings are not always aware of what they are feeling. Like animals, they may not be able to put their feelings into words. This does not mean they have no feelings. Sigmund Freud once speculated that a man could be in love with a woman for six years and not know it until many years later. Such a man, with all the goodwill in the world, could not have verbalized what he did not know. He had the feelings, but he did not know about them. It may sound like a paradox — paradoxical because when we think of a feeling, we think of something that we are consciously aware of feeling. As Freud put it in his 1915 article The Unconscious: 'It is surely of the essence of an emotion that we should be aware of it.' Yet it is beyond question that we can 'have' feelings that we do not know about.

The symptoms of a "broken heart" can manifest themselves through psychological pain but for many the effect is physical. Although the experience is regarded commonly as indescribable, the following is a list of common symptoms that occur and which may last for indefinite periods of time:
A perceived tightness of the chest, similar to an anxiety attack
Stomach ache and/or loss of appetite
Partial or complete insomnia
Nostalgia
Paralysis/temporary or permanent disability
Apathy (loss of interest)
Feelings of loneliness
Feelings of hopelessness
Loss of self-respect
Medical or Psychological Illness
Suicidal thoughts (in extreme cases)
Nausea
Denial

Because "heartbreak" is a subjective emotional trauma and not a medical condition, conventional treatment does not exist. Depending on the psychological nature of an individual and the severity of the trauma, the length of time for the symptoms to disappear naturally will greatly vary. In most cases effects will last for a period of months. However, there are cases in which sufferers are able to move on within a few days, or alternatively never recover. It is claimed that the only cure for a broken heart is time, or acceptance.

References
^ Jeffrey Moussaieff Masson, General McCarthy: When Elephants Weep: The Emotional Lives of Animals ISBN 0-385-31428-0
^ Study Suggests You Can Die of a Broken Heart. Washington Post (February 10, 2005). Retrieved on 2006-09-23.
^ “Broken Heart” Syndrome: Real, Potentially Deadly but Recovery Quick. Johns Hopkins Medicine (February 9, 2005). Retrieved on 2006-09-23.
Retrieved from "http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Broken_heart"

haha...just read and read all of this over and over again...is like my procedure to do an asignment...find the introduction,content and make conclusion...
already make decision dunwan to think about her...
but when got nothing to do...u will think about her ...

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

iCe / FisH .com GG

today is a very bad day for me...is a very very suckky day for me...
morning morining wake up to do asgmnt cos need to pass up 2moro and also another on friday...but 1 more things is more hurt + painfull = disapointed

This is how the story start...
last nite came back from tesco,i sat down infront of my pc...and open my files from my pendrive...but accidently i ter-open the so-call fenny photo from my pendrive,i was shock...how come i got her photo at my pendrive..after think back i realise is on monday i took her pendrive and formatted for her,from her pendrive i accidently ter-copy her photo to my pendrive...
This make me think back to her...then i make a decision to call her...but i dunno wanna ask her wat and the purpose to call her...but i still did it...
i call her and ask some stupid question bout the asgmnt, that i already know how to do..it's kinda dummy....we chat for about half and hour only then i hang up...after hang up i was thinking...do i likes her?then y i dunwan to tell her?
So i take back the phone and wanted to tell her about this, but unlucky my phone credit left rm1.81...so i decide to sms her...

fenny,actully i have been fall in love with u...since the 1st time i went in to class and the 1st view to u..i really likes the style u are and the type u are...i really likes u...i m serious and not joking......will u give me a chance to let me take care u???

this was the msg i sent to her after the phone call...but she never reply at the particular nite...i know that she was still awake but just dunwan to reply me...then i was just waiting and waiting and waiting...
untill this evening 4 pm she reply me...

uh i dun think i need ppl to take care of me la....
i dunno wheater she dun understand or purposely to 'buat bodoh' pretend doesn't understand the msg....

haiz....the mission failed...why would they ever bother to gave us some little,tiny chance to let us prove it we really likes them.....argh T_T...