Sunday, April 29, 2007

Final Decision of My LIFE..

After since awhile my fren told me and wake me up...and after while think back wat i had done and wat the 'she' dun likes...
i make a decision for the turning point....
1st-Stop smooking by reducing ...bad for me,bad for my fren,bad for other and also bad for her..
just realise she dun like ppl smoke...but not really the guyz when out with him is also smoooooking....but stop also is for my own health...CHEERS~
2nd-No-more hardcore gaming...bad for me also,thatz how i keep transfering coll to another...well fren of fren told me she dun like ppl gaming..so decide to reducing but seriously cant totally stop it !!! cos it's my hobby...especially Dota,no more hardcore , no more training , no more competition!!
This is the decision i make for my ownself,but part of major is for her,yes all is for her,as long as wat she wan me to change i will try to!!!kinda stupid and dumb...all will say u lived for ur owned not for other...but when the feeling of likes come u cant control it and i doubt u will be same like me and change it!!

So bye bye IndianBoy , iCe` FisH`, aHpui for Dota!!
While in Wow, dun worried pemburu still active but not like last time will online on weird time like 3,4,5am...
bye to marlboro,dunhill....too!!!

LAstly, is for my self but all is for HER !

Friday, April 27, 2007

Cinema Day at QbM>.< and 1 conclusion i maked..

wow...sound like a damn nice day for me...that can watch movie and relax after the exam...althought my result is sucks in this mid-term exam...but i will improve it....dun worrie my fren already no hard-core on dota...just for WOw...

But the day be4 i was thinking should i go or shoulden i go?
wat for i go to watch movie wit the girl i likes and the girl treat me like an alien that thought that i was a invisible...since that day we went to qbm...she never talk with me in class, never say hello wit me when she saw me in the coll althought when the class end she also dint say bye bye to me....this is when the things change....black cloud arrive....@.@

But till last i decide to go wit mr.pongs...
the last decision was made on 10am..we arrive at qbm on 11.30am...but when we arrive i dint saw the girl that i was looking for...when i meet my classmate, my classmate told me "she when with him to somewhere else,i dunno where there go, u wanan have lunch with us?" this is wat my classmate told me....argh...this is wat i aspected will happend but i already come, so might while i enjoy myself...but the feeling become worst and worst when saw them 2geter...she never treat me like she treat the guyz...-.-sight...

After that we was watching the thailand ghost movie....
actually i not really likes to watch that kind of movie...but just that everonw wanan watch so i dun potong stim...althought i was inside the cinema but i not really looks at the screen, so i not really know wat is the movie happening la..dun ask me bout the movie...was thinking bout her...
duno wat was really happend in the whole journey in QBM...
after the movie, was trying to vanish and stealth from the guyz...but cant make it,cos the guyz keep following us...have to listen his jessus chriT talking sumore and muz act like i damn happy...but i m not , i m totaly not happy with it...

The 1st conclusion i maded..is tryed to forget bout her[fuck this will make me smoke more],tryed but is really hard...when u got nothing to do, u will think bout her,espeacially when u study...try hard try hard!! just wann make a phone call to other then i terpress the girl phone numb really wanna get mad d.

This is the most suckky day i have in my life...sad and sucks day at qbm!

Monday, April 23, 2007

Ladies and gendermans...I little brother is feeling very happy and amazing my blog suddenly becomes a major attraction on the blogosphere. Everyone from mother to fathers, sons and dogsters come and read my life stories. hopefully with such happeningzness in my blog lately..my prodlems with hinnnnesss and faiillleeesss will go away.

Today is another fucked up day. Firstly...wanna do asgnmt but the pc broke down so I go to net3 and tumpang zamzam's SLK come my hause take the pc for the bloody cikgu to repair. He said my pc too much poRn inside...arrrhghhggG!!! i gonna put password liao..my roommate always see poRn.

But first...let me tell u little about my lunch la...go tthe marvista there opp. floting mosk...eat lunach la. Teh food is ok..but mogg mouth red from eating cabai until like lipan.

Anyway..today story is not about me entirely LAH.....little bro also get SMSs from my girl la. I think due to karma becos i do good things for the wrold...now she sms me la. I so happy until i dowan play wow and go to cikgu pc and give him my password to blog. He looking my face so beaming and smiling la. Ok la..i go smoke first.

AMAZING LA. See u all next time. chow.

Friday, April 20, 2007

Failess!!!

Today is a happy day for all of us...because we all just finish our exam..Yeah`
last subject for today exam is Accounting >.<...but not really done well...
As we planned gonna go celebrate b'day with our class b'dayboy...so we all decide to buy cake and have a lunch at QBM to celebrate with him..cos its kinda fun and happy to have this kind of celebration...long have never been with this kinda of mini party d....Hope that can have it on my b'day too >.<...

aiks...dunno that i m doing in the pass few week...feel that suddenly how i become such a nice nice guys in this world like my class me told me...am i doing correct or i had done wrong?
lol...give a good chance to the to the guyz to get near?! wtf are u doing are u serious wit this,wow i 1st time saw such a nice guy in this world u are mad bryan,think twice be4 do that..this is wat my classmate say to me...haiz....seriously i also WTF i m doing today!!...should be a happy day for all of us but now beside me...sometimes think that i cant give all the best for her,then saw other guyz that wanna chase her,fell that the guyz is better, then i will let go...will think that he will be better then me treat her...arghhhhhhhhh..down ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF i m thinking,WTH i m doing,and wat i had done !!!
am i stupid ? or i m to good? 2+3=23<--number of dead!
haih...hin ar hin ar....1st time been in this kind of hiness situation...
no mood -__-

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

NO more dream team in K'J!!

wowing wowing and wowing....
nowadayz everday i log on wow....
not like last time when press 'o' bakmoi is online ,bomoh is online,dahsyat is online, terramoon is online...now...only left me , dah and terra....where the rest go????
understandable that the bomoh is buzying with his shop stuff, not like last time hardcore raider anymore i miss the pass bomoh >.<..but its a good news...now he can ghost his cyber cafe throught his home d!!!
wow that is kinda amazing, never heard that be4...new tech for me mayb...!Bravo Netcity!!!

hmm...back to bakmoi..dunno this is kopi o or white coffee now....
dunno where he been, dunno wat he do,dunno wat happend to him...
he like chinese ppl say " ren jian zhen fa" dissapered from the humen group...
mayb join some alien or predator ..lol just kidding....
just not really know what he is doing and where is him....sight...miss his healing...
althought we alwayz say he cant heal or some "D grad"...just want you to come back to us...

Ganaz?
a prot spec tanker...
is a tanker , tanker...
where he go?
oh ya went to KL working d...
as my knowledge he is warrior that can tank and play wow...
but now the internet is down..

So..Bye Bye to the K'j Dream Team....
Its time to form a new team for us HOrde!!!

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Why?Why?and Why?

why do the girl that i likes, will likes someone else, and the someone else don't likes the girls ,and likes someone else?
why do things go like that?

Sadness, in this past few month, meet a girl that i like...
and the girl dun likes me but likes some other guyz that the guyz don't likes her?!
I'm been in this situation for some time since my 2nd school...
Why cant they give us some little,tiny,few chances to let us prove that i'm really likes her?
and i'm willing to do what ever she want me to...
But -she- don't even bother to gave me this chance-.-

Haiz...

Mayb i'm not 'een tao' compared to him?
Mayb i'm not 'uu lui' compared to him?
Mayb i'm not 'yao yeng' compared to him?
Mayb i'm not 'good to take care' compared to him?

BUT - she told me that , u are very good and nice guy , but i preffer u to be my best friend =),
and u will find a very nice girl that x100 time better then me...Cos i'm not good and
nice enuff to you sorry, bryan...

Wtf? whatz the problem? >.<>, please say watz wrong about me(i wont harm u all,jz tell me wat i did wrong)...and i will change...T.T

Zomg`This really headache,make my head spin and spin and spin...

Bryan a.k.a iCeFisH`.com
Pemburu iCeFisH`

Monday, April 9, 2007

Life Sux?Is that thruth?or false?

Life?watz that?hmm...

Is that life sux?or it's a fun things?
dunno how tong answer...
anythings happend in our life...money problem,friends problem,parent problem,study problem,chickanos problem etc..
We have to face alot of problem situation in our life...
everyday we face problem...but everthing can be solve and why my problem cant be solve???

1st problem-
Laziness--aiks, this is the most big problem i face. For 2 years d, cant get my diploma ,cert ...this is bad man...
my fren already wanna go for degree d, but i still stuck in my foundation..WTF -.-. What had i done,i also dint realise and i also cant explain....

2nd problem-
MOney--Zomg,i think alot of ppl have this problem and not only me...Life really need money, eat,transport,education,entertaiment,rent..
everyday we need money to continue our life,althought money cant bring us everythings,but without money we cant do anythings...Without money we GG...

3rd problem-
Relationship--Why cant everyone of us just be nice for the rest of our life?why should we treate him/her as a enemy ,a bullshit?Why should we do that?Wow-ing,y cant all our penang gamers just create a good realtionship to done somethings?Why should we blame each other that dun help us when we help them?This is why people S'pore people kia shu , Penang people kia si...>.<
Why cant humen help others without any reason, why we must have certain benefits only we can help others?

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