My 21th !

After this November i'll be a 21 yrs old guy ad ! Woot ! time really pass fast ... Really..
although i will be a 21 yrs old guy...but i still havent finish my study and all of my friend already get their diploma and degree.../sad, this is course by hardcore gaming and lazy with studies ...Ppl say this kind of gina beh hiao xiao and i agree with those ppl who saying me in this way..was too playful in the pass and dun study seriously...this is wat will happend...everyday sit at Cyber Cafe play game and sleep untill 12-1 pm then skip all the class, in the end fail in exam and resit or retake ... haih.. So boys and girls outside there, when is studying, please be serious and finish your course as fast as possible and come out find a job, after that u can relax and play ka lu kao ! * DUN BE LIKE ME PLZ
So, after my 21 th , i will be more serious on my studies !

Nothing plan for my 21th birthday, don't have much $$ ...hmm, mayb will be just go for a normal dinner with friend to celebrate my birthday... This is the most happening part la..My parent ..for the 10 years pass, they dun remember my birthday and dint celebrate with me either ... but is normal le, they are to busy and will just pao me a ang pao as a birthday present..i never receive a birthday present be 4 from them..ahah, mayb they think that give me money is much more better then present so that i can what i want to...so kira BOLEH JUGA LA !

Mostly every year is my friend buy birthday cake and celebrate with me...i think this year will be the same as usual...Hope that my friend will do it again for me this year .. kira lau jua la for all among our friend to meet up and talk about them lately...

For this year, i have a abnormal wish, is hope that she can change the ways she though me le..and give me a chance ...but is kinda hard for her, everythings depend on feeling...haha
Anyway this is also my only birthday wish and hope it will reallyyyyy happend to me ...

In the end , hope that my wish will came truth ! and will be a very big present for me ! and wish all the best for her in the future...

Lately about ME...

This is the last sem for foundation in business for me in IPG...fail 1 sub atm--Business MAth..
Nothings special happend to me lately...My DOTA team Ice zQ` lose in 1st state of the grand final 2007 tourney in Malaysia at fTz Asia..We lose to CT1(cyber time) that paulyan was 1 of the member in the team...Nvm my fren try harder next year..we still young../cheers up !

My dream girl already break up with her BF which the guys i introduce to her...The weeks before the guy come and tell me everythings and ask me to help him get back his GF ...But this is all non-of-mine-business..and the dumb Bryan go and help him to say good words to the girl..But, all end up with the girl scold me "this is non of outsider business" ...T_T kinda stupid while go and help him about this...but i done it...mayb can say that i m too " hoo sim " =P
Everythings end up with her scold me and i m angry with it...What i get is the rm10 hotlink reload from the guyz..cos that time my phone creadit was 0 and he reload for me...Is that worth it? ahhha i doubt u all know the answer ....=P

Hmm..for so long, about 10 month i know her ... and i started likes her on the 2nd month i know her untill now...i still cant forget her...Her face was always in my mind 24/7...ahhha
Alot ppl will think that wad is so happening about her...that can make so many guys goes crazy with her , think bout her, do everythings that she likes...i mean wat is so special that she attract me and the feller guyz...she is only an ordinary and normal girl..BUT..... .. ..

For her...FELLING is the most important things ...other than that she don't care about it...although u take care her, do everythings she likes and so on...She really don't care and wat she want is the FEELING >....wow....this is hard man..kinda tough to catch the feelings ...ahha..
dunno what kind of feeling she want...stim feeling? high feeling? happy feeling? i dunno ?
Mayb needs some times to looks out...Hopefully i have the chance to catch those feeling that she want to ler...if not i can go baber shop cut my hair and go to kek lok si find sifu become monk d...=P
ahha...i m so stupid that likes a person who don't likes me but other guy..but i still waiting her, waitng and waiting and wating...and hope that 1 day she will come to me .... Bryan wake up liao, sleep enuff d ? this is wat my friend tell me...ahha...but i likes to sleep and have sweet dreams...Haih..Life not suks but tough and hard to pass...mayb this is what called experience..
GOD, give me some power of love to find out the feeling that she wants ! haha..Hope that 1 day GOD will give me the power......

This is all about me lately..and also no more training for me edi..bye DOTA teamgame ....and also WOW, just some casual gaming atm...^^

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After a long long time i din't blog....

It was after a long long time i never blog...haha can i m busying with my stuff...
Busying with MY , studies , Dota , Movie...but all these is just a excuss for myself...
Blogging does not need much time, mayb 1 blog might need only a few minute , but i dint do that and give alot of excuses..hehe ^_^ mayb this is my nature = "LAzYness`"
This might be the most worst weakness of me...and because of this i miss alot of chance that pass by me ... i m so dumb >.<> MY FRIEND...
1 more things is , i helped a friend that i shoulden do that, haih...mayb i was too DUMB and mayb i was to nice ..=) hehe joking...now everyday i cant sleep , worried him after i helped...
i can feel that, i m sorry sasi for doing those things in the pass, mayb i m still young dunno wat is REAL FREN and i dint realise that u helped me alot ..THX BUDDY, if not u mayb i wont be at Penang..HAIH, hope my fren settle that problem so i can go back to my normal life ...
GOOD LUCK to all my fren that i know..and thx to all my fren that helped me alot ( sasi, mogg, cikgu,chris,CK,Kevin,chris a.k.a Mr Ooi, ah fen esther, howe yong ,Izzat, angela, kai li, selly , joy , Cool, Seanz, Hamilan, Charlie many many more i cant list out...is really too long and alot more ppl who helped me...)THX EVERYONE <> forgive the misstake i have been done , i m sorry ...

Guyz...bad news for me...and i have to accept

Really is a bad news for me....i likes studies and i likes IPG, i likes my classmate, i likes everythings at the coll,i just dun like NUMBERS...but might be a dream for me after the foundation....
i might have to stop study and go for work....i have no choise, cos i fooling around too much at TARC...and my parent cant affort to pay for my fees anymore, is my bad, sorry mum(X100)...
haih...too bad for me...is all my fault and i have too accept, cant blame other.....
Sorry my classmate, cant be with u all already...i really love to study with u all,u all are the best classmate i see be4...is a very good class!!Thanks for take care me all the way, thx chris,esther,ah fen,angela,howe yong,kai li,cyntia and more and more cant list out all...LOL
U all are awesome, THX AGAIN...wish all the best for u all !!!!!CHeer!!!!!

Friking a bad day for me n my best friend's charlie...

Wednesday...this is the most happy in whole week for me...
is the 1st day of raiding for me and the ladies night for all the clubber...last time i use to be ....
BUT....
Wednesday of this week is the most unlucky day for my friend June06 07
My best friend from my hometown Charlie...accident on 11pm of June 05...the worst accident i havent seen before from all among my fren...It is frinking terrible...whole car totaly lost and feel into drain...Not this only...on that day he lost his lovely girl friend,his girl friend die on the spot of the accident...his gf 'fly' out from his car and lay on his car bonnet on the accident...it is farking terrible and the feeling when u saw ur gf lay infront of u and u cant do sheit...just looks at her and scream her name...i cant really imaging that if the guy was me...it is very sad...
I went to visit at GH in ICU...he is awake and know wat is going on...when i saw him, he keep crying and blame himself that cause his gf...i really cant do anythings and just look at him...this is the 1st time after 10 years and i cryed,i feel very sad after looks at him that he keep blame himself...but it is very lucky that he just get some bone injurd and nothings else is serious,doctor had do whole body check up for him and his brain, and nothings is serious...THANK GOD
The unlucky part is his girl friend pass away, a 16-yrs old girl...
Thanks to the moron malay guy that drive the car like ppl say orang gila that bang his car and cause the girl flew out from his car although with the sitbelt ...imaging how fast and how hard the car from behind bang him...it is fricking moron,cant even drive the car slower?
really cant expected what is gonna happend 2moro,on the next minute or second,suddenly fell that in our life alot of things is more important than MONEY,STUDIES,HOUSE,CAR.....really...
haih...how is the things happend like that....
SAdness

Nowadayz..

Haha...sorry for long time dint post in bryanicefish.com...
nowadayz busying with some online game stuff ler...new forming guild of penang NetCity wowERS...named MY...so less time to blog la...sorry & paiseh >.<

Our plan for MY-
this guild has named MY by our blog wawasan owner bomoh, is a awesome name...guild plan to start karazhan and complete it in less then 1 month time...this is our 1st goal...
2nd goal is to start another new team to clear karazhan by 31th Aug...then we will do our Guruul on Sept...
3rd goal is to find more new member for MY,best choise is all Penang people..but if u are not penang people that likes to raid we are welcome too...
This a the part i busying with the most...hehe^^i likes raid so much...

Me-
I decide to play back game after the heartbroken tittle T_T...
since the person that she likes is not me, then is immpossible that she will become my girl friend ler...already give up on her d...but still likes her so much, when everyday go to class saw her,think bout her,she is still very pretty n awesome...hard for me to forget her -.-haih...but i have too...
dint plan to go for other d,dunwan heart broken again...dint dun hope too...mayb 1 day i will find other that i likes n she will likes me too...HOPE SO....mayb i m too bad hahahahaha...
CHEERS FOR ME N MY ....

Latest News about her...

Today i never went to coll, cos cant wake up on time 8.30am class....
sigh...sure the math teach kisiao with me d...

so decide to go coll on 1.00 pm after my classmate finish his class and went for dinner...it was just a normal day and normal mood for me today...
the things change after i heard a news from my classmate...i dunno is a bad news for me or is a good news for me...but i am sad after i know that news...
the news was...she already become a guy girlfriend...the guy whose who i introduce to him...haih...

-mood...it is also the 1st time i watch movie and i dint laught...it was so weird, not like me...it was a sad day for me...but i wish all the best to 2of them...good luck and happy always..